The begining of the end

Sometimes thoughts can reap havoc on the inner mind. The more I read of those who have Alzheimers, the more depressed I become. I wish it hadn't happened to me!

Fellings of frustration , anger , fear, envelope me at times

Sadness,longing for the way I used to be, invade my mind

I cannot change what's happening to me, nor can my family

On ward I trudge, trying to find
strength to carry on and face what IS

I'm trying make each day count for
something

With trembling hands,I reach out for guidence from my Lord, family and friends

I have just begun this journey of :

" The Beginning of The End "